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ok, so everyone gets an entry or a time where they just let something out, right?
this is mine.
dont freak on me, k?
if you dont want to hear a guy-rant, then skip to someone else's entry, please.
so now that yall have been warned:
im an idiot. one thing that i really hate about myself is that i dont take chances. i think about the whatifs and maybes and reprocussions before anything ever starts. which totally blows. dont ever do that. like, i preach doing one thing, but yall, im such a coward. i never do it myself. when i do it feels great, but getting started is just so damn hard. ps- if any guy out there is reading this, dont flirt with some girl and lead her on and whatnot if you dont mean it. cause that's not fair. and it hurts more than if nothing had ever happened at all.
im not the girl that you're looking for. stay with her! if she makes you happy, then go! im not a substitute for when we're out and she's not there. we're two entirely different people, and for a minute, you had us both.
i give up, ok? i can only act like a fool for so long.
and you know what else?
i'm ok.
this is mine.
dont freak on me, k?
if you dont want to hear a guy-rant, then skip to someone else's entry, please.
so now that yall have been warned:
im an idiot. one thing that i really hate about myself is that i dont take chances. i think about the whatifs and maybes and reprocussions before anything ever starts. which totally blows. dont ever do that. like, i preach doing one thing, but yall, im such a coward. i never do it myself. when i do it feels great, but getting started is just so damn hard. ps- if any guy out there is reading this, dont flirt with some girl and lead her on and whatnot if you dont mean it. cause that's not fair. and it hurts more than if nothing had ever happened at all.
im not the girl that you're looking for. stay with her! if she makes you happy, then go! im not a substitute for when we're out and she's not there. we're two entirely different people, and for a minute, you had us both.
i give up, ok? i can only act like a fool for so long.
and you know what else?
i'm ok.