i'm not dead, just floating
Yeah so I haven't posted in about a month, and I thought I should let you know that Im alive.. (I hear the moans. Ssh)
I'm pretty boring. Nothing really interesting has happened. No fights with neighbours since last time. Don't think I've been drunk since then either. Weekends have been quiet since school started back up. Speaking of, I have exams in two weeks and I haven't studied. I can't study. I don't have motivation. I don't know how. Blah.
One of my friends is dropping out I think, and it's getting really scary because even though I'm only fifteen.. Im in year eleven. I'll be out of school in a year and a bit, and i don't know what I want to do with myself. All I know is that I hate school, and honestly, if I knew what I wanted to do in life and it didn't require my HSC, I would probably drop out too. It feels pointless going there, because I don't think I'll work to get the results, and I know thats my fault, but... I just can't get motivated to work. I don't like school. I know I won't go to Uni now because frankly it's just a stupid idea... but yeah. Summary = been thinking about leaving school and doing a course at TAFE, but I have NFI what I want to do.
Uhm. I got a new job. I start on Saturday. I'll be working at Coles on register. That store is always busy so it should be good cause I won't get bored standing around. I start at 9 and finish at 6 I think. For training. Fun fun.
Uhmmmmm. Oh yeah my dad is moving. Again. The new house is nice. It's really big actually. Hardwood floors throughout, big bedrooms, mine personally leads out onto a little deck and it has its own yard. Two bathrooms, really nice kitchen and a good back deck. it's nice. I'll be having my 16th there in a few weeks (June 3). That should be fun. Only inviting about ten peeps, but should be good.
On another note... It feels weird not having a crush. I used to have crushes all the time but now... I don't like anyone. It's really weird. Kind of annoying when Lara always wants to set me up with guys though. rofl.
Can't really think of anything else to say.... Sooo... ciao.
I'm pretty boring. Nothing really interesting has happened. No fights with neighbours since last time. Don't think I've been drunk since then either. Weekends have been quiet since school started back up. Speaking of, I have exams in two weeks and I haven't studied. I can't study. I don't have motivation. I don't know how. Blah.
One of my friends is dropping out I think, and it's getting really scary because even though I'm only fifteen.. Im in year eleven. I'll be out of school in a year and a bit, and i don't know what I want to do with myself. All I know is that I hate school, and honestly, if I knew what I wanted to do in life and it didn't require my HSC, I would probably drop out too. It feels pointless going there, because I don't think I'll work to get the results, and I know thats my fault, but... I just can't get motivated to work. I don't like school. I know I won't go to Uni now because frankly it's just a stupid idea... but yeah. Summary = been thinking about leaving school and doing a course at TAFE, but I have NFI what I want to do.
Uhm. I got a new job. I start on Saturday. I'll be working at Coles on register. That store is always busy so it should be good cause I won't get bored standing around. I start at 9 and finish at 6 I think. For training. Fun fun.
Uhmmmmm. Oh yeah my dad is moving. Again. The new house is nice. It's really big actually. Hardwood floors throughout, big bedrooms, mine personally leads out onto a little deck and it has its own yard. Two bathrooms, really nice kitchen and a good back deck. it's nice. I'll be having my 16th there in a few weeks (June 3). That should be fun. Only inviting about ten peeps, but should be good.
On another note... It feels weird not having a crush. I used to have crushes all the time but now... I don't like anyone. It's really weird. Kind of annoying when Lara always wants to set me up with guys though. rofl.
Can't really think of anything else to say.... Sooo... ciao.