Jul 12, 2005 20:32
well sorry for the lack of updation again.
uhh nothing really has been going on. except that me and christine have been hanging out beucsae we're cool like that.
Went to therapy today. this time it wasnt fun..i was almosst in tears. My mother went in before and complained that she doesnt like how depressed i am..adn the reason why im mostly depressed is beucase of her beucase she talks soo much trash me RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME and to make matters worse she does it to my friends too...like today i was dropping christine and madison off before i left and she was like yeha i like you guys better then gabby..gabbys a bitch and you arnt shes bitches to much and shes just a bitch all around..i sware to god if she wasnt driving i wouldve smacked her in the face..and so then its my turn to go into therapy room adn she starts tlaking and talkign and then she tells me that she owuld like me to take anti derpressents beucase i have agravated depression? something liek that where i get angry and down easily..im like yeah so wat i dont need these fuckin pills..btu i realyl diddnt say that i jsut went with the flwo..i mean i take alot of medicine as it is beucase im fucked up so why not aff one ore you know? anyways christine called me and took me to the mall then we went with her friend out to places and shit got my mind off everythign adn no we are here nad im done updating so bye bye