May 13, 2005 20:59
yeah about tonight. it sucked.
first i found out that sam wanted to go to the dance and the good thing is is that she told me herself..i was like woa no one does that..anyways i came home and was like yeha w/e until she told me some shit about everyhting and that set me off. i was rippin. and honestly i dont get why people care how i react about shit..leave me alone and dont worry about it thats not hard. and if your reading this and are like wtf blah blah blah say it to my face beucase ill do something about it then.but if your one of those people who are 'scared' of me then dont say anything beucase you will become even more scared of me.
anyways..i told sam that i was mad at her and watnot and then told me over and over again to go. and yeah me being the dumbass i am went..horrible..i got there adn did nothing. it was pointless.i got mad when sam goes 'yeah this is kinda boring' i was like WTF! i told you! this is why i didnt want to come. but i seen ashely and she was like yo im leaving wanna ride home and i was like nahh..so then i was like sam im gonna go find amber and leave.and shes like ok and i was like yeah so i wlaked over to somewhere adn she came outa no where and we tried to talk for like 4 mintues and gave her a hug and sam came over and gave me a hug and i left. the fun part was the walk home..i usually go the long way home near bens house but i decided to go through the path..it was fun.
but honestly im stopping the inviting people shit beucase i always tend to get blown off sooner or later and my body has gotten ammune to it so im like fuck it im done...someone invites me somewhere maybe ill go just maybe but i donno.
ok im done.. later