Apr 28, 2005 18:45
my mom has ruined my life
she quit her job so that means i have to change doctors
i was happy that i didnt have to go back
but now i have to go to Dana's office where she works
and for those who dont no who that is..shes the one who made
my parents put me in therapy..and im not mad at her im mad at my mom
beucase now them people there including Dana can no how fat i am and
what the fuck is rong with me.. im soo fucking upset. dana comes to my
door with the paperwork my mom has to fill out and i go whats this and dana
goes oh your going to my office now and im like ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!!
and slammed my head on the wall..screamed at the top of my lungs came upstairs
and cried my eyes out and almost punched the wall hard enough to put a whole in it..lovely huh? im such a loser for crying..i do it all the time.
but this is really fucking personal..the thing that makes me really really mad is that
she didnt ask me if i minded goin there..not like it means anythign to her but comon honestly
i fucking hate that and hate her right noww..i cant wait until she gets home.. so i can yell at her
and not even feel bad beucase she did this. she ruined my life.