Ugh...
Summer school is ruining my life. I wake up unhappy as hell, feeling like just dropping out of highschool, and then somehow I coax myself into taking a shower to snap out of it. I get out of the shower and I'm cold. Then I suffer for just over five hours. Then the afternoon is my summer, and my summer lasts until 9:30 PM. I need more time than that, I'm wasting my biggest break from the hell that is school, DOING MORE FUCKING SCHOOL. Why did I have to mess up during the year? Why didn't I have more confidence that I'd have a girlfriend, and need to have time this summer. Why did I do it? Why did I not do my fucking homework? It's so simple and yet I'm suffering from it like someone cut off my arm and lit the stub on fire. Fuck god dammit. I'm such a dumbass.