Mar 02, 2006 21:02
How can Guys Be sooooooooooo hurtful?
It is so amazing to me how someone i thought cared sooo much about me just be so absolutely rude.
I dont know if i'm single or not right now. Carl told me to get out of his fucking house and never call again so i turned around slammed the door and left. and i feel like half my soul has been ripped out and i seriously want to curl up and die. i just dont know how you can feel so strongly about somebody and then just deny them any self respect and any compassion. i really dont need this in my life right now. i just dont know how some people can balance it all. (work, school, and love) Mad props to y'all. because my life is bull-shit. i think god just likes to see what he can put me through and laugh at me when i fail misserably.
Its final.
I HATE LIFE!! EVERYTHING ABOUT IT!!
IT IS CLEAR THAT GOD IS AN IMAGINARY FRIEND FOR GROWN UPS.