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::a personal vent::what livejournal is best for::content to be taken for what it is, no more::
My department is lame. My grades are so subjective right now!! I got a C+ in Chemistry (not subjective), prolly a B in Anatomy, prolly a B+ in MGT, in danger of a B in internship where I deserve an A, in danger of a B in Sn. Research were I deserve an A.
I haven't been using livejournal as much lately, and I can kinda tell. In a way I feel I have grown out of it, but really if I use it right it still helps me get through alot.
Right now is quite possibly the second worse times of my life. I have been stuck in my third floor apt for 6 days and am in some of the worst pain ever! I have 13 staples in my knee from my 3rd knee surgery. I have never felt so helpless in my life. I have had numerous people come help me out and it has really been awesome to see how much a few people really care. I owe Jena,Britt, Dana and Liz big time! I owe Tammy so much for being here the first 2 days after my surgery. It is also just as disturbing to see how self consumed some other people are. I mean maybe it is just my nature to help people, but if someone I knew even a lil bit was going through what I am right now, it would come natural for me to help them. My apartment is such a negative environment though. The 4 of us live here and barely even talk to one another. It's so sad.
Someone I have been friends with for 2 years surprises me more and more. As she was on her way out for a drive told me that the 7-11 was really out of her way. Mind you at this point I can barely get up and go to the bathroom! Really? I felt slapped in the face, it is like 2 minutes down the street. This is a person that when had no vehicle I without hesitation let take my truck where she wanted to go, even places like the mall! It is sometimes sad how little consideration people have for others. Not just in this case, but in general. People become consumed in self absorption.
My leg hurts. Alot. I feel very helpless. I don't know where to turn. I just want to get better. I want my Mom.
My department is lame. My grades are so subjective right now!! I got a C+ in Chemistry (not subjective), prolly a B in Anatomy, prolly a B+ in MGT, in danger of a B in internship where I deserve an A, in danger of a B in Sn. Research were I deserve an A.
I haven't been using livejournal as much lately, and I can kinda tell. In a way I feel I have grown out of it, but really if I use it right it still helps me get through alot.
Right now is quite possibly the second worse times of my life. I have been stuck in my third floor apt for 6 days and am in some of the worst pain ever! I have 13 staples in my knee from my 3rd knee surgery. I have never felt so helpless in my life. I have had numerous people come help me out and it has really been awesome to see how much a few people really care. I owe Jena,Britt, Dana and Liz big time! I owe Tammy so much for being here the first 2 days after my surgery. It is also just as disturbing to see how self consumed some other people are. I mean maybe it is just my nature to help people, but if someone I knew even a lil bit was going through what I am right now, it would come natural for me to help them. My apartment is such a negative environment though. The 4 of us live here and barely even talk to one another. It's so sad.
Someone I have been friends with for 2 years surprises me more and more. As she was on her way out for a drive told me that the 7-11 was really out of her way. Mind you at this point I can barely get up and go to the bathroom! Really? I felt slapped in the face, it is like 2 minutes down the street. This is a person that when had no vehicle I without hesitation let take my truck where she wanted to go, even places like the mall! It is sometimes sad how little consideration people have for others. Not just in this case, but in general. People become consumed in self absorption.
My leg hurts. Alot. I feel very helpless. I don't know where to turn. I just want to get better. I want my Mom.