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Haven't really updated in a while. Things are very mediocre. This sunday was 2 years since my mom passed away. I took it much better then I thought I would. I have still been feeling really weird though. I got some pictures from Boston of my Mom from a long time ago. One of them is just beautiful. She is a hippy! She is laying in the grass with autumn leaves around her and a hint of spring with little yellow flowers. She looks beautiful. I wish I could have seen that side of her. I am guessing she was about 20. I want to ask her how she felt that day, what she was thinking, where she was and all of these questions that no one can answer. I miss her, but not in a really sad way right now. I also long to be a Mommy. I think of how disappointed she would be if I didn't have babies. I hope that I am able to one day.
School is lame. I don't really like to go anymore and decided I am going to apply for the teach for america program next year. I am very anxious to make a difference. In this program you teach in innercity or rural area schools that have difficulty holding standards. You only train for 5 weeks, and then you teach for 2 years. They offer a few financial perks and there are locations everywhere, from Miami, to Charlotte, to New York, to Hawaii! I think that will pprovide the perfect break from school that will have me longing to come back for more. I want to be at my internship right now. I miss them when I am not there.
I have been such a bum today and I am perfectly okay with that.
Yeay for initiation!
School is lame. I don't really like to go anymore and decided I am going to apply for the teach for america program next year. I am very anxious to make a difference. In this program you teach in innercity or rural area schools that have difficulty holding standards. You only train for 5 weeks, and then you teach for 2 years. They offer a few financial perks and there are locations everywhere, from Miami, to Charlotte, to New York, to Hawaii! I think that will pprovide the perfect break from school that will have me longing to come back for more. I want to be at my internship right now. I miss them when I am not there.
I have been such a bum today and I am perfectly okay with that.
Yeay for initiation!