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my sister is leaving today/tomorrow b/c its like 12:45 so i guess its today idk whatever.... im gonna miss her a lot...i know i say that she pisses me off and that i hate her sometimes and that i just wanna yell and scream at her but she makes me laugh soo much and we have a lot of fun most of the time. shes 20 so there is a bit of age difference... like 4 1/2 years but we get along ok better than i do with mindy were to close in age and we do alot of the same things so we clash and argue a lot were getting better though... i have to say though i think i will always miss amy more though b/c i idk i just get along with her better i mean yeah i probably will miss mindy a little when shes gone next year b/c i will be here alone with just my parents... ehh scary! i guess i do kinda wish that i got along better with mindy..she can be cool sometimes when shes not bitching or pissed off thats when i stay away b/c shes likely to bite my head off. we do get along though when no one else is around she can be nice b/c then im the only one to talk to or do anything with... i just wish that she was like that more often. i mean you see sisters that are close in age that do stuff together all the time and they talk a lot and tell eachother things but i've never done that with her shes just not like that. i wish that we were bestfriends like you hear about you know? i wish i could tell her things and that we could have things in common i mean we do have things in common but then they get shoved out of the picture by things that we dont agree on. nothings ever perfect but i just wish that it could be a little closer than not talking... we go for days without talking sometimes i mean like actually talking.. like we'll say like two words but thats it. i can't have an acutall conversation with her b/c i don't know what to talk about with her... its sucks. but nothings perfect. i've been saying that a lot lately notings perfect... b/c i know im not perfect and i probably never will be. i might come close but you'll just have to accept me for me.