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I'm freaking out. Every month it gets harder and harder for me to pay rent, I keep getting sicker and sicker, and I get less and less sleep. I feel like I am in a time warp, but it keeps getting shittier and shittier each time I experience. This whole work and school thing blows!
Let me preface the next part this with: I know this is going to sound weird, but... through all the stress and the migraines and the stomach aches, I actually feel good about my life.
Ive stopped playing music though, Ive just lost any want to play. I cant find people to play with that just want to have fun. I do enjoy playing with Nick, hes just too good, I don't match him artistically. He is a good friend though.
Well, I'm off to bed and then to work all weekend.
Love,
Ryan
Let me preface the next part this with: I know this is going to sound weird, but... through all the stress and the migraines and the stomach aches, I actually feel good about my life.
Ive stopped playing music though, Ive just lost any want to play. I cant find people to play with that just want to have fun. I do enjoy playing with Nick, hes just too good, I don't match him artistically. He is a good friend though.
Well, I'm off to bed and then to work all weekend.
Love,
Ryan