Emotional and Mentally Drained
I am a total wreck this week. I can't sleep (which is fairly normal), I've eaten even less than usually...those who know me well know that means I basically haven't eaten at all. Ever since I got home from my aunt's house Sunday night I've just felt tired and lazy and I don't want to do anything even though I know there is tons of stuff I should be doing. I've been in a bad mood all week. It was brighten briefly Monday right before I went to bed, which allowed me to calm down a little and get a little more sleep but still not enough. I haven't gotten enough all semester and it's starting to get to me. But I'm too busy worrying about my internship, my statistics test (tomorrow), this education presentation I had today (I hate group projects and know-it-alls piss me off!), and the million things I have to get down in the next couple weeks before finals. The only fun/good things I can see in the coming weeks are the DOZ formal, to which I still have no date so what fun is it without a date, and celebrating Bre's birthday with her, which I really hope works out because I really want to see her and I need to get away from here. This bad mood just keeps coming back. It's like my good moods last a few hours but my bad moods last for days. I just wish someone could make it all go away.