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Today marks the day were what we spent together is now over. I saw it coming, but didnt want it to happen. We were happy for a long time...and now were gonna work on our friendship. Chris i just want you to know that i loved you from the moment i saw you...and this just marks a beginning of a wonder friendship. All the good times we spent together--getting high, playing games, going out to eat, watching movies, doing "things", sleeping, meeting all of your crazy and wild friends, and everything else weve done together was a blast and i enjoyed every minute with of it with you. You were my escape from the world. I trusted you the most--more then my brother, but most of all you were my best friend. I dont regret the last couple of months with you..it actaully showed me the kind of guy i needed:
*Someone who can show you off to all his friends and family and not be ashamed of it.
*Someone who can have dinner with the family.
*Someone who cares bout my feelings before his.
*Someone who knows how to use his "fingers" well.. :)
*Someone with a great smile.
*Can treat me with the upmost respect.
*Who will let me wear all his cloths, and NOT GIVE THEM BACK.
*Who loves me for how weird i am.....
Were gonna be fine chris. I think that now that were not together, we can figure out things bout eachother that neither of us wanted the other one to know before.
Anyways, everything is fine otherwise. I took my psat today and didnt do well, i think. I had coffee this morning so i was super hyper and was dead by the end of the day. I have thought about it and have to quit the Ymca. I dont have time to call and find subs almost every saturday--the only day i work at that. I just will quit and find one durning the summer...who needs a job durning school anyways.!??!! My parents are trying now to be all in my life, and spend time with me...i dont need them here...honestly its been about my brother for the past 15 years why do i need them now? Im not sure what is all going on for halloween ..hopefully the rents will relize that i need to get out, and let me go out to madison with my friends..and then maybe to whitewater.Im not sure...
well, i look like a tomoato and i smell like pool..so im going to go take a shower, and try to fall asleep..
*Someone who can show you off to all his friends and family and not be ashamed of it.
*Someone who can have dinner with the family.
*Someone who cares bout my feelings before his.
*Someone who knows how to use his "fingers" well.. :)
*Someone with a great smile.
*Can treat me with the upmost respect.
*Who will let me wear all his cloths, and NOT GIVE THEM BACK.
*Who loves me for how weird i am.....
Were gonna be fine chris. I think that now that were not together, we can figure out things bout eachother that neither of us wanted the other one to know before.
Anyways, everything is fine otherwise. I took my psat today and didnt do well, i think. I had coffee this morning so i was super hyper and was dead by the end of the day. I have thought about it and have to quit the Ymca. I dont have time to call and find subs almost every saturday--the only day i work at that. I just will quit and find one durning the summer...who needs a job durning school anyways.!??!! My parents are trying now to be all in my life, and spend time with me...i dont need them here...honestly its been about my brother for the past 15 years why do i need them now? Im not sure what is all going on for halloween ..hopefully the rents will relize that i need to get out, and let me go out to madison with my friends..and then maybe to whitewater.Im not sure...
well, i look like a tomoato and i smell like pool..so im going to go take a shower, and try to fall asleep..