i haven't updated in forever, but still, not many people will read this...
Except Kyle M. Kyle most definitely read this.
It's really been like two months since the last time i wrote anything in here, but where could i possibly find the time or the energy.
I get up, i got to school, stay after school, come home, either go to work, or do a lot of homework, then if i went to work i come home and do homework, and then i go to sleep. This is my scheduale. It's sad.
Yeah i see Jesse.
A lot. But not for long periods of time. Just a good amount of short periods of time.
Officemax is hell. I told my dad he has to get me hooked up with the temp agencies that got him jobs when we first moved here. I could so do data entry the way i type, because i'm totally not working at officemax all summer. Plus it's the least he could do after he just realized that what he thought my insurance cost for the year, is really just for the first six months. So my car insurance is really more than double what he had really told me. Not cool.
Speaking of my car, it probably wont' be an issue soon. Ya see this week smoke hath start coming from under the hood, and that's no good. I just try to ignore it because last time it happened it was because of my coolant level, but i put coolant in, and it's still doing it, and id on't want to tell my dad, because he doesn't know shit about cars and he'll just tell me to like take the bus, and then i'll just want to shoot myself.
But anyway, about officemax, with the musical coming up, i'm so gonna be screwed. If i get an actual like semi lead role, i'm definitely not going to be able to work a lot, and with having to pay car insurance and the trip, that's gonna suck. I mean i don't mind getting my check and not having a whoel bunch of it go to me, it's just that my supervisors, especially this one, are always on my ass about days i can and cannot work. It's like they all live in this world that is only officemax. HELLO!!! I'm 17, and i want to do somethign with my life and not end up worrying about asking people if they found all the paper and ink they needed for the rest of my life.
And about the musical, man i look forward to that, of course that's outside everything with work. Actually to bitch about work one more time, it's like it just adds this horrible black cloud over everythign that makes me happy. I love that jazz choir and roundtable are beginning to get intot he performance season, but i always have to make sure that i put in a request to have off, and then have arguments with my fucking manager because he always loses the freakin requests and then calls and asks me to work for some other little fuck. Of course this is the guy that i asked for more hours, and now whenever i turn down extra hours, even though i am already getting more, i get a speech about it.
But about that musical. The mystery of Edwin Drood. I wanna be the chairman, but that won't happen, because one i'm not that amazing of an actor yet, and after seeing it at WCSU, who doesn't want to be the chairman? I'd take Bazzard after that, even knowing that Mr. Tyler wants him to be played as a very bad actor. Hell, maybe i can do that. Well we will see won't we?
I hate that the tab button doesn't indent and instead just moves you to the next link or box on the page, because it keeps screwin me up.
I was thinking about being bold and addressing a kathryn/jesse, me confused with girls and thinking too much issue, because i just think it might help me to get it out, because like i said way up there^ no one's going to read this.