I need to buy some new toe socks
So yesterday I sat down with Jess and we had a little talk about what the hell happened over saturday to sunday. We deduced that neither one of us really wants a serious relationship right now, so waht exactly we are is still up in the air. I don't really think of her as a girlfriend, but i do enjoy huggin her and what not, but i'm definitely coming to terms that i'm just a dependant person on having a relationship, or just someone female there for me.
To get a bit off topic, i was talking with my mom after kathryn broke up with a few weeks ago and she said that i'm a lot like her, my mom that is. My mom said that when she was my age she thought she was in love with just about every guy she dated. Now i don't jump to the L word that fast, because frankly the wrong use of the L word just plain old scares me (i don't even sign letters with "Love, Jamie" unless i actually mean it) but i do have that like need to have some sort of thing with a girl. It just makes me feel better.
I mean in this case sure, Jesse is a little way of keeping my mind off of Kathryn, which is why it definitely can't be a serious relationship right from the start, because that's just not healthy.
As of now, maybe you could call it dating, but not with titles. I have a crush on her, she has a cursh on me, and it just seems too stupid to know, and just pretend like it's not there, so we'll figure it out.
Eventually.
Who the hell knows?
But that's the best i can do right now for answering questions, so you can stop asking.
I'm done.