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so we haven't talked at all since wed night! wow, i just realized how long it'd been. oh no wait, we talked that thursday and i told her...oh, i didn't tell you anything since then...ok:
well, so she had said like i told you last that she had "kinda" plans for thursday. so martin set up some stuff to do and that's where i was goin', play some cards over at the University of California, after a lil tiny USC party thingy, then spend the night and go to USC for a couple hours, then go horse riding. :-D yea (so first of all...that was all very much FUN :)
SO.... jaclyn calls thursday night before i left at all and asked what i was doin'. i didn't ask her yet at all cuz frankly i didn't wanna know. so i told her everything i had planned. then i asked about her "kinda" plans. lol, i actually said to her "kinda" lol she said she had to clean for her mom cuz she said she was gonna for a while and didn't so she had to. i was like, oh, ok then. lol i mean, wow, wut plans that were too big to hang out with me, i mean, since u "missed me so much" yea right. ugh, her excuse was that, "i didn't wanna tell you i could hang out with you and make you mad again." WUTEVER! i told her that all she had to tell me was that she had to clean and might be able to hang out, then i woulda been stupid and stopped all plans so i could hang out with her. grrrrr i'm glad i didn't though, i had the best time at USC and riding horses. it was great. and she's always wanted to ride horses, and she's told me that all the time. lol i can't wait to tell her how much fun it was and make her mad lol *sigh* i hate this sooo much not being her friend. it hurts my heart so much u don't even know megan. i hate it too incredibly. :'( i'm so glad i do have other great friends. i feel sad that she doesn't. *sigh* other than mr bottle and miss zig-zag (boos & weed) that makes me sad too.
so yea, haven't talked to her since then, she told me, "oh, ok, i'll let ya go since u have plans." i was like, ok, bye....bye. geez, i've never really lost someone i loved so dear. and it totally feels like i'm losing her and lost her. i guess we'll see if she really wants me in her life, cuz anything short of her really trying to make it up to me, i'm not there. i can't be, no way. :'( i gotta play some guitar for ya meg, seriously, gotta happen ;) k, ttyl, wuv you too. ;-)
~D
so we haven't talked at all since wed night! wow, i just realized how long it'd been. oh no wait, we talked that thursday and i told her...oh, i didn't tell you anything since then...ok:
well, so she had said like i told you last that she had "kinda" plans for thursday. so martin set up some stuff to do and that's where i was goin', play some cards over at the University of California, after a lil tiny USC party thingy, then spend the night and go to USC for a couple hours, then go horse riding. :-D yea (so first of all...that was all very much FUN :)
SO.... jaclyn calls thursday night before i left at all and asked what i was doin'. i didn't ask her yet at all cuz frankly i didn't wanna know. so i told her everything i had planned. then i asked about her "kinda" plans. lol, i actually said to her "kinda" lol she said she had to clean for her mom cuz she said she was gonna for a while and didn't so she had to. i was like, oh, ok then. lol i mean, wow, wut plans that were too big to hang out with me, i mean, since u "missed me so much" yea right. ugh, her excuse was that, "i didn't wanna tell you i could hang out with you and make you mad again." WUTEVER! i told her that all she had to tell me was that she had to clean and might be able to hang out, then i woulda been stupid and stopped all plans so i could hang out with her. grrrrr i'm glad i didn't though, i had the best time at USC and riding horses. it was great. and she's always wanted to ride horses, and she's told me that all the time. lol i can't wait to tell her how much fun it was and make her mad lol *sigh* i hate this sooo much not being her friend. it hurts my heart so much u don't even know megan. i hate it too incredibly. :'( i'm so glad i do have other great friends. i feel sad that she doesn't. *sigh* other than mr bottle and miss zig-zag (boos & weed) that makes me sad too.
so yea, haven't talked to her since then, she told me, "oh, ok, i'll let ya go since u have plans." i was like, ok, bye....bye. geez, i've never really lost someone i loved so dear. and it totally feels like i'm losing her and lost her. i guess we'll see if she really wants me in her life, cuz anything short of her really trying to make it up to me, i'm not there. i can't be, no way. :'( i gotta play some guitar for ya meg, seriously, gotta happen ;) k, ttyl, wuv you too. ;-)
~D