May 20, 2008 21:26
Humans are so violent... even when it is unnecessary...
They are feeding me, but I fear why they keep me alive. They don't believe Melanie is in here, and I can't tell them she is or they will kill me. It seems Jared is fighting to keep this body alive... Even I can see he does not care for me... I won't tell them my secret... Not even Melanie knows. No human will ever know...
I knew there would be an attack. Many still hate me here. There were three of them. They were going to hurt Jared to get to me. I've never needed to act as I did today... I threw myself in front of the attack. Not that it did much. Ian got his hands around my neck until Jeb showed up with his gun. I hate violence... and I hate weapons, but that gun may be the only thing keeping me alive. My neck still hurts so much...
No one talks to me... I just stay in this hole... I don't know what to do anymore... where to go from here. Its only a matter of time before they kill me.
violence,
ian,
death,
jeb,
jared