May 03, 2003 10:02
Well I still haven't talked to Billy about everything. God I can't believe I've been so blind. I can't believe I've been such a bitch.
To Karl, I don't know if you'll read this, or forgive me, but I still cannot express how utterly sorry I am for everything. You do not, and did not deserve the way I treated you. I disrespected our friendship and lost a dear friend in the process. I know it's been months but I still feel dreadful about everything. I just needed to apologize again.
Now I just need to talk to Billy. Really need to talk to him. WHY IS HE NEVER AROUND WHEN I NEED HIM? *giggle*