Liveralph?
Every time I get on here I always forget that my name is liveralph, and it makes me giggle every time.
I am having trouble sleeping. I just keep thinking and thinking. All that horrible stuff... that was really me? Who does stuff like that?
Something obviously has to come out so I can sleep.
I feel so good like this is the first spring I have lived through. I never remember the flowers being this lovely, or the air this empowering.
But then I will drive by a corner I had totally forgotten about, and like a flash I am back in every disgusting thing I did. At first I thought it was just that I had to deal with it more, but playing over and over in my head so that I cant sleep seems a bit much. I wish I knew what to do to really put my demons behind me. Will they really be lingering there always?
I need to get some sleep.
I am having trouble sleeping. I just keep thinking and thinking. All that horrible stuff... that was really me? Who does stuff like that?
Something obviously has to come out so I can sleep.
I feel so good like this is the first spring I have lived through. I never remember the flowers being this lovely, or the air this empowering.
But then I will drive by a corner I had totally forgotten about, and like a flash I am back in every disgusting thing I did. At first I thought it was just that I had to deal with it more, but playing over and over in my head so that I cant sleep seems a bit much. I wish I knew what to do to really put my demons behind me. Will they really be lingering there always?
I need to get some sleep.