May 28, 2009 11:10
Do you ever feel like your eyes become more beautiful when you listen to an amazingly moving song? Like the dull blue hue turns to a piercing ice blue that cannot be ignored. Like you could just grow wings and fly away from everything that ever bound you back? Well thats how I feel. Like I could pierce you with a gaze. Like for the first time in years my eyes actuallly have beauty in them again.
I cant sit in the same spots anymore. I have to get out, show the world a thing or two, while it shows me three or four. Get out of the prison in my mind. I need to write a book, I need to climb everest. Most of all I need to get away from myself.
Too many, stupid stupid memories.
Who actually says they want to be junkie when they grow up?
I want to find the brevity again.
I will find it, just you sit back and watch.