Just give me one more last chance
How to write what I feel... Ive always struggled with honesty.
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I have decided to give everyone i ever meet a second chance. and a third. and a fourth. Beacause people screw up, and how would people learn without making mistakes? I believe that everyone can grow and change from their screw ups, so I want to give everyone a second chance. Im not sure that anyone needs or even wants this right now, but it doesnt matter.
But this doesnt change my perception of reality. I know when you screw up big and hard and time after time people loose hope, and dont really want to have to forgive again. And I know that is what I did, but Im not sorry about it. I understand that most people wont want to give me my 23rd last shot, and I am fine with that. It was those stupid huge mistakes that I had to make to be the person I am right now, the one if you like it or not is influencing you in some tiny way, even if you just skim over this. So I have let it go, honestly. And for those people that have put up with my bullshit through all this, I am so greatful, and inspired.
And thats how I feel, honestly.
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I have decided to give everyone i ever meet a second chance. and a third. and a fourth. Beacause people screw up, and how would people learn without making mistakes? I believe that everyone can grow and change from their screw ups, so I want to give everyone a second chance. Im not sure that anyone needs or even wants this right now, but it doesnt matter.
But this doesnt change my perception of reality. I know when you screw up big and hard and time after time people loose hope, and dont really want to have to forgive again. And I know that is what I did, but Im not sorry about it. I understand that most people wont want to give me my 23rd last shot, and I am fine with that. It was those stupid huge mistakes that I had to make to be the person I am right now, the one if you like it or not is influencing you in some tiny way, even if you just skim over this. So I have let it go, honestly. And for those people that have put up with my bullshit through all this, I am so greatful, and inspired.
And thats how I feel, honestly.