So Bora Bora was great. We got there, went to sleep, and woke up and took a look around and we were pretty much shocked. The place is stunning. We just kinda laid on the beach and talked the entire time. I really didn't see a lot of other people there, so it was pretty neat. We were just.. whatever. Don't really want to talk about it, but it was
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He is pretty wise, isn't he? Stupid punk is starting to make me tweak. *smiles* Maybe Orlando needs to see that.. not losing me - he could never lose me, because I'll never 'leave' him. But maybe he needs to see that I don't have to be around all the time, or there so prominently. Not that it's hard on my part to be there for him, but my absence would make a difference in his life - a big one. He needs to find out which one he likes. I can't have him ever doubting us or wishing for something more, because then we'll never be really happy. He needs to be positive, and I'm willing to do anything to make sure that he is. I'll do anything, Michelle.. I know I love him, and I know he loves me, but the question is also is he IN love with me, and am I enough for him? I don't know if I'm all he wants. Neither does he. *shrugs a little* He's getting huge in hollywood right now, and I don't want to hold him back from anything; anything that he wants. I don't want him making decisions that he doesn't want to make just because of me, or a sense of obligation that he doesn't want. I won't allow it. I know he's busy, and I know he doesn't always like it - but he loves it, too. I don't want him to feel like I won't agree to anything he wants to do. He can do anything. I'll help him DO anything he wants. I just. I . *shakes head* Whatever he wants, that's what I want. He just needs to figure out what it is, for sure. For positive. Because I can't know on my own, and I can't stand making him upset anymore. *nods a tiny bit*
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