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Jul 26, 2003 09:01

So Bora Bora was great. We got there, went to sleep, and woke up and took a look around and we were pretty much shocked. The place is stunning. We just kinda laid on the beach and talked the entire time. I really didn't see a lot of other people there, so it was pretty neat. We were just.. whatever. Don't really want to talk about it, but it was ( Read more... )

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furiouslychelle July 26 2003, 14:08:48 UTC
*looks up at Johnny's comment and smiles brightly* That right there, is a WISE, wise man. He's right. Orlando... *sighs* Orlando needs to realize that be could lose you. I still maintain the fact that he is oblivious to whatever is going on. He talked to me the other day and showed worry about it all, but. He's oblivious that you feel this way, and really? There's nothing you can do to make him think otherwise. He's kind of... doing the same thing you did, i'm supposing. How you're blocking it out so you dont have to think about it? I'm almost positive that he's doing the same. You two are in love. No matter how many times you may think otherwise... Liv, the man is CRAZY about you. He called me... *cant even remember, but that's beside the point* Monday night i think? *nods* yes. Monday night and he was talking to me about how much he loved you. He was telling me how worried he would be if he lost you forever. You're his world, as Johnny said, but... Work is, too. And he needs to learn that you both need time. I hate using the excuse," Oh he's just busy" because... that doesnt excuse anything he does... But. It IS the truth, afterall. I'm hoping He'll come around an really be shocked into facing facts and realizing how he's been. *misses Orlando, Liv and Michelle time*

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liver_tyler July 27 2003, 04:21:37 UTC
First and most importantly: *misses Orlando, Liv and Michelle time, too*

He is pretty wise, isn't he? Stupid punk is starting to make me tweak. *smiles* Maybe Orlando needs to see that.. not losing me - he could never lose me, because I'll never 'leave' him. But maybe he needs to see that I don't have to be around all the time, or there so prominently. Not that it's hard on my part to be there for him, but my absence would make a difference in his life - a big one. He needs to find out which one he likes. I can't have him ever doubting us or wishing for something more, because then we'll never be really happy. He needs to be positive, and I'm willing to do anything to make sure that he is. I'll do anything, Michelle.. I know I love him, and I know he loves me, but the question is also is he IN love with me, and am I enough for him? I don't know if I'm all he wants. Neither does he. *shrugs a little* He's getting huge in hollywood right now, and I don't want to hold him back from anything; anything that he wants. I don't want him making decisions that he doesn't want to make just because of me, or a sense of obligation that he doesn't want. I won't allow it. I know he's busy, and I know he doesn't always like it - but he loves it, too. I don't want him to feel like I won't agree to anything he wants to do. He can do anything. I'll help him DO anything he wants. I just. I . *shakes head* Whatever he wants, that's what I want. He just needs to figure out what it is, for sure. For positive. Because I can't know on my own, and I can't stand making him upset anymore. *nods a tiny bit*

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