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*bites her lip a little and wrinkles her nose, tapping her pen on the paper*
Orlando,
Okay, well. Yeah.. I'm gone. Not for good. That sounded bad, but it's pen and I can't erase. Anyway, I think you need time for whatever, and I need time away from some people. I don't know what's going on with you, and you're obviously not wanting to talk about it. The whole.. avoid-y thing kind of confirmed that one.
I'm stressed out. I don't even know why - it's not like I'm busy with anything 'important', right? I've just been worrying myself sick, and it's not good. I'm worried about my relationships with people, and it feels like some don't even exist anymore. I feel like you're upset with me, and I don't know what to do to fix it. I don't know what you need right now. I don't know anything. So I'm going to do something either good or stupid, and I'm going to give you not only some time, but the space to think about things, and do whatever. I do know that you shouldn't hate coming 'home' at night after work. *nods*
Yeah, I went with Travis. Yeah, I know you used to think I liked him or something. I don't. He doesn't. It's 100% platonic and this trip isn't romantic in the least. He's my brother, Orlando, and I've not been close with him in a long time. We miss each other and we both need the bonding with each other. So don't think we're on some kind of rendezvous or something.. I don't know. I just hope you're okay and things get figured out for you. I'll be back in Mexico on the 26th. Or not. I don't know. I'll talk to you on that day, and figure out what you want me to do. I can go there, or I can go somewhere else. Take however long you need, I don't care. Do whatever you want. Just .. do whatever you need for you.
I don't know what's going on, all I know is that you and I have been off and distant for a while now.. And then Johnny flying out of the blue, and then he kind of cornered me about something the next day? It's just. You know. Kind of telling. So... *nods* Just do whatever you think you need to do.
I'm only telling you this in case of an emergency. I brought my cell phone with me. Don't call me. Not unless it's an emergency or something, Orlando. I'm only telling you because.. Well. It's only right. It'll be on, but I won't be answering it for anyone. Just you. And you can't call me unless it's an emergency.
I love you,
Liv
Also - Stop worrying so much. Just be.
I'm such a hypocrite, eh?
*folds it twice, and lays it on the bed while sliding her purse onto her shoulder. Looks around quickly to make sure she hadn't forgotten anything, before grabbing her small suitcase and leaving the room, shutting the door behind her as she walks over to the waiting taxi*
Orlando,
Okay, well. Yeah.. I'm gone. Not for good. That sounded bad, but it's pen and I can't erase. Anyway, I think you need time for whatever, and I need time away from some people. I don't know what's going on with you, and you're obviously not wanting to talk about it. The whole.. avoid-y thing kind of confirmed that one.
I'm stressed out. I don't even know why - it's not like I'm busy with anything 'important', right? I've just been worrying myself sick, and it's not good. I'm worried about my relationships with people, and it feels like some don't even exist anymore. I feel like you're upset with me, and I don't know what to do to fix it. I don't know what you need right now. I don't know anything. So I'm going to do something either good or stupid, and I'm going to give you not only some time, but the space to think about things, and do whatever. I do know that you shouldn't hate coming 'home' at night after work. *nods*
Yeah, I went with Travis. Yeah, I know you used to think I liked him or something. I don't. He doesn't. It's 100% platonic and this trip isn't romantic in the least. He's my brother, Orlando, and I've not been close with him in a long time. We miss each other and we both need the bonding with each other. So don't think we're on some kind of rendezvous or something.. I don't know. I just hope you're okay and things get figured out for you. I'll be back in Mexico on the 26th. Or not. I don't know. I'll talk to you on that day, and figure out what you want me to do. I can go there, or I can go somewhere else. Take however long you need, I don't care. Do whatever you want. Just .. do whatever you need for you.
I don't know what's going on, all I know is that you and I have been off and distant for a while now.. And then Johnny flying out of the blue, and then he kind of cornered me about something the next day? It's just. You know. Kind of telling. So... *nods* Just do whatever you think you need to do.
I'm only telling you this in case of an emergency. I brought my cell phone with me. Don't call me. Not unless it's an emergency or something, Orlando. I'm only telling you because.. Well. It's only right. It'll be on, but I won't be answering it for anyone. Just you. And you can't call me unless it's an emergency.
I love you,
Liv
Also - Stop worrying so much. Just be.
I'm such a hypocrite, eh?
*folds it twice, and lays it on the bed while sliding her purse onto her shoulder. Looks around quickly to make sure she hadn't forgotten anything, before grabbing her small suitcase and leaving the room, shutting the door behind her as she walks over to the waiting taxi*