live it out? Oh what a song title
So Ive realized that yourself is what you make of yourself. Yep, it took me this long. Its one thing to say it and sound well-adjusted and intelligent, its another to actually understand and get it. I've always and always been so slow with any kind of social issue. It took me until grade 7 to realize there was (technically) a difference between the cool kids and the every-day-to-kind-of-nerdy kids. Being that young seems so strange now. Honestly, if I think back to when I was small, at least to when I remember.. I seem really insane. But what infants are not completely insane and random until the age of like 7? Until the feeling of restraint and embarassment becomes recognized in some way, every kid is so free to act as eccentric as theyd like. And its seen as cute. But after that, if they continue being that way, they lack social skills? This is just my interpretation and Im most likely ininformed. But I still hate getting older and feeling that Im increasingly set in my ways, before I even have any. Because I refuse to admit that I do yet. I like nonsense do you?