Sep 17, 2005 10:40
something is killing...
i know what it is
i would rather just say
nothing hold it in...
and hold it tight....
like a little girl
making sure her teddybear
doesnt escape her hands...
i'm in a deep pain..
but oh well there is nothing
i can do but wait for it
to pass...nothing is working
but everything is falling apart..
but OH WELL at least i feel okay
but i'm still starving and
bleeding the most i have..
but i feel i can bleed forever...
so i have plenty of time
to remind my face what a smile once
felt like..and my heart caped with
ice melt into the warmth of light
i am so used to shining out
within.......hum? i always
feeel better after typing out stuff
like this....thax weird
livelydead