i feel so confused and fucked up

Aug 22, 2005 10:09

wow what a weekend ozzfest was pretty
awesome 'cept for some gay crap..
yah it was like 50/50 awesome/gay
AWESOME:
1.weekend with lina...saw her sleep awe..........couldn't really kiss her goodnight but goodmorning yus
2.got to see some awesome freak'n bands...only 1 poster autographed...
3.lasted all day without getting insanely hungery....
4.bought ozzfest shirt
5.got damians shirt
6.LINA BOUGHT A KsE shirt
7.SANG ALMOST ALL SET WITH KsE..AWESOME
8.MASTODON WAS BAD ASS
9.BOUGHT BLACK DALIHA MUDER CD (2)
10.HOPESFALL CD
11.WAS STRANGELY HYPER....but did and said a bunch of stupid shit..i was a total idiot
12.DUDE IT WAS OZZFEST
13.UNEARTH T SHIRT FOR 3$
14.saw lina shaking her booty for maiden.....man...i wish she'd shake it for me......geeze
GAY:
1.was sick for most of time felt super bad but sucked it up i ain't no bitch & no med. for me no whining either.
2.lina and i had to go as basically friends.....no holding hands..or anything.......:6
3.there were no band shirts i could buy apperantly everyone wears lrg.....or i'm fat haha
4.THE DIRT I HATE IT I HATE IT I FELT LIKE SHIT
5.missed lina during concert...didn't have her for myself the whole time like i thought i would..
6.i would become the third wheel so no one would be pissed or anything...don't mind..just kinda lonely
7.lina hates hardcore.........man i wish we weren't so different sometimes...
8.some chick was pissing me off yelling at my ear while.....nvm
9.missed lina more all day..something was wrong and missing
10.was really pissed when i didn't get to SEE As I Lay Dying.....but i couldn't do anything 'bout it

anyways the awesomeness outweighs the gay.....but it was awesome..
i'm still a little sick...:6
anyways...i feel like crap my heart is on the floor and my room is dirty i can't find it..hhhhhhhhhhh
and lina is so out of reach rightnow......damn i wish i could drive so
i could go anywhere and take my mind off stuff and have fun or something
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