Jan 16, 2005 13:15
wow i havent updated in a longgggg time.
yuck. i hate me lj. someone help me fix it!
so the past few weeks have been pretty good. did some shopping, saw my persians, etc, etc.
now i have to cram in for the next few weeks. i have so many tests and exams and stuff OUTSIDE of school and its going to be a LOT of studying.
cant wait until midwinter break. LoS cAbOs, MeXiCo!!!
so today, i've been home by myself but at 5ish we're going to ohio until tomorrow cuz my mom has to do something there. the only good hting i know about is that there's a really nice indoor pool in the hotel. no tan, but it shall be fun (that'll be the only part).
i'm really excited for joseph... its coming soon! even though we havent really done anyhting, i can feel the excitement in the air! lol. oh and shayna is flying in to see it with haley and dani. love you girlies!
ugh my eight grade sweatshirt had a heart on it so its not here yet. they messed it up. stupid ppl.
hmm at the moment i dont think i like anyone too much. i still like *mmhmm* but hey its not gonna work out at the moment and i'm not going to force it. :/ sigh*
okay so the year is going to end and i'm going to leave and go to a different high school and i really want to spend as much time as i can with all my friends but the problem is i'm sick of always inviting people and never gettign invited back. a ton of people say that they'll call me and we'll have plans but guess what... it hasnt happened yet. and it kinda hurts. when everyone else is having fun, having plans, and you're the only one sitting home wishing you were apart of them. i know i've said this before but somehow it hasnt worked. so i'm saying it again. i want to be invited and i want to know that people care about me. even if you cant have plans, jsut call me. call me and we'll talk and i'll know your there for me. yuck i sound really desperate but i really need you all to know this. so call me. make plans. invite me. and trust me i'll invite you back. just i dont want to make the first step anymore. 681*4547.
oh and by the way.. if plans include sleepovers, i'm not allowed to sleep over other ppls house. only i can have ppl over so lets try and dodge this one a bit.
i really hope haley and ****** stop fighting. and if anyway its my fault, i've said it once and i'll say it again... I'M TRULY SORRY :(
love you?
i dont know...
leave comment and call!
xox.
misha.