ehhh
I should be really happy. I mean, I am! But I don't know, it's kind of hard. I got my scholarship but I'm not done working. Calc is kicking my goddamn ass and my dad keeps finding MORE AND MORE AND MORE scholarship apps for me to fill out. I know, I know. Now it's all just money in my pocket. And maybe, if I get some, it'll be worth it eventually. But now it's just that many fewer hours of sleep. I'm lazy and bitchy about it, that's all there is to it. I want to focus completely on dance and my body...I want to be doing cardio and pilates in the afternoons, not aggravating my chronic neck pain over hours of bullshit busy work. Ugggggh.
Luckily I have my boy now. Yes, we're dating. No, I don't know where it's going to go or if it will ever be able to develop into a serious relationship. But a cuddle buddy is NEVER a bad thing.
And then, my girls were BEAUTIFUL during adjudication. I'm incredibly sad that Vanity Fire isn't going to be performed ever again, but it was all worth it to see them on Sunday. Brought me to tears.
So yeah...back to work...I still have 17-36 to do on my fucking calc worksheet.
Luckily I have my boy now. Yes, we're dating. No, I don't know where it's going to go or if it will ever be able to develop into a serious relationship. But a cuddle buddy is NEVER a bad thing.
And then, my girls were BEAUTIFUL during adjudication. I'm incredibly sad that Vanity Fire isn't going to be performed ever again, but it was all worth it to see them on Sunday. Brought me to tears.
So yeah...back to work...I still have 17-36 to do on my fucking calc worksheet.