Jun 22, 2011 11:50
so let's get this straight: you are 'in love' with two people.. ok, not gonna say it's impossible. one is an ex-gf and the other is me, a newbie. i get to be a part of every single detail of your promiscuous life, without you being afraid to hurt me. but she has no idea of your ways. you don't wanna tell her, 'cause she thinks you're on a break and she'll be devastated and probably never wanna talk to you again. hmm. so basically, you're just strolling me along until you grow balls to tell her what you've been up to. and then what's gonna happen? you're gonna get all kinds of depressed when she won't be there anymore, and you'll tell me you're confused EVEN MORE and say you wanna take a break. because she was the love of your life, and even though you may love me.. it's not in the same way. you can tell me a million different ways, that for now, i'm here, and she's not. and you wanna be with me, for now.. so what i've come to understand is that i'm a doormat. a footstool. a temp.
so lemme tell you what's gonna happen. it's not gonna happen anymore. end of story.