May 10, 2005 10:11
i think i am turning into the third place obsessed. uh oh. i try to go at least once a day. is that bad? i need to curb this obsession soon. aaahhh oh well whatever. i feel like i'm getting sick actually i know i'm getting sick and its icky because i can't really go to the doctor or else they'll ask me what the fuck is up with my neck ...hehe. so i'm suffering through the day with screwed up contacts, scratchy throat, bruised neck and a headache. i am about to go take another biology test which i havent studied for...ick. i hate school and i just want it to be fucking over. why do i always take on my friends problems on as my own? this is a real problem i must admit. and now laura is in a meeting with her parental units and teachers and they are deciding if she is leaving me and matthew and going to switzerland next year. i really hope she won't get in but who am i trying to kid of course she is she's a freaking genius. why can't this year just be over so i can leave and sleep til 4 everyday and then watch a movie and go back to sleep. that would be the life. ick i need to start working out again. i havent done that in awhile besides my 45 min run/walk with amy but you know with amy it wasn't that much of a run. alright well off to study for another fucking test...blah