May 13, 2006 21:58
I had a crazy week,but its really opened my eyes and make me take notice of my real friends.
Well since the start of September of 2005 i was kind of losing touch with my friends ben,tim, greg, and dave. I just found them boring and bacially just let them go. I became really good friends with niall and fionn,moreso with niall though.
Well it all started in science class. Niall and I were sitting beside each other and we were taking down notes for the experiment we were doing that day. Anyway,his pen ran out and he asked if he could have mine as it was actually his. I said no and that he cant just take my pen just cos his ran out. Anyway we just got into a big fight over it and he literally callled me every name under the sun.
I know it seems like a little thing to fight over,and it is. But niall just blew way out of proportion. The whole fight really made me see who he really was for the first time. He tried to say that some of my best friends were slagging me behind my back,when they were not(he addmitted he was lying yesterday)just so i wouldnt hang out with them and id only hang out with him. CONTROL-FREAK OR WHAT??!!
I would completly drop him if i could,but i cant. I have to go to the gaeltacht with him for three weeks and it would be way too awkard if we werent speaking to eachother. So i have tolerate him for the last two weeks of school. And when i say tolerate,i dont mean being buddy-close with him like i was before. Ill just be plesent,if you get what i mean lol
But after the gaeltacht thats it hes out of my life.
But yeah,like i said, the whole thing just opened my eyes and made me realise that i should never lose sight of my real friends.
Cos,whats life without friends???....