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Wow, so yeah, I've been really happy lately. perhaps this is why I haven't written very much in this livejournal of mine. You know how even when you're super happy there can be that one nagging thing in the back of your brain, something that makes you said or angry or SICK...but you just can't tell anyone, because they'll think you're being whiney or stupid or even think that you're faking being so happy all the time. Or maybe they'll think you're lying somehow. I usually have one of those, but even for the past month i haven't...and now i do...but again i can't tell anyone. This is my way of getting it out to the world. I Koda am happy...but int the back of my mind am completely SICKENED, no one shall know what i'm sickened by. And i shall soon be over it.
Anyway...lots of funness last night. The DDR with the Paulette and the Neil of Ferris and the Terra Gilbertson (with her AWESOMe crushing power) and the boy. I should have gatherings more often...'cause i quite enjoy it, i just have to make sure i have people who mesh well (unlike that bonfire, where meshing was a rare occasion).
Finals are going to possibly kill me next week, and I should be studying, so off i go.
toodles
love
koda
Anyway...lots of funness last night. The DDR with the Paulette and the Neil of Ferris and the Terra Gilbertson (with her AWESOMe crushing power) and the boy. I should have gatherings more often...'cause i quite enjoy it, i just have to make sure i have people who mesh well (unlike that bonfire, where meshing was a rare occasion).
Finals are going to possibly kill me next week, and I should be studying, so off i go.
toodles
love
koda