SHIT!!!!
Ok so i don't realy feel like going into every single detail of my weekend cuz i don't wanna get all depressed but basicly on Thursday, Jeanette and i hung out, and she honestly is a really cool girl, being at her house and listening and seeing things made me realize how inlove she is with Derek and how much she cares for him. but anywho so than
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1. Fucking hell, you're beautiful. Don't ever think that just because a guy wanted to fuck someone else that you're not drop-dead goregous. Derek was an asshole. Never met him, but from everything I've read here, yeah, he's a useless fucking prick.
2. Regardless of promises made or broken, smoking out is only going to hurt you. Derek obviously doesn't and didn't care, so it's not like smoking after promising him you wouldn't proves anything. You're not throwing anything in his face, you're just hurting yourself. I started smoking *cigarettes* because of an ex because she told me if I did something stupid becuase of her she'd feel terrible forever. Well, now we're talking and sorta becoming friends again but I smoke like a pack a day and I really can't stop. So...who really won? She is happy with her new boyfriend and I'm killing myself.
Don't swear off love or anything because you'll feel better abouy it when you meet someone. If you stay like this, maybe you'll walk right by him and miss him entirely. I've been screwed over and lied to many times before, but you know what? Fuck them. Their loss. And when it finally works out and I find my arabian princess who will be the most beautiful thing on this Earth, none of the lies from my ex's will matter or hurt me anymore. Don't worry, it'll all work out ok, I promise ^_^
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