i'm an idiot!
alright, so i'm an idiot. i spent a whole night freaking out and panicking about my new career choice, already under way. another 4 years of horrific debt, which would amount to about $40 000 that would have to be repaid someday. another 4 years of living at home (probably, you can't work while you're in the program). there's absolutely no way i can take being at home till i'm 27. i've got another year tops, then i've gotta buy my own place. i'll take CPR and first aid courses on the side, after i actually start working and making money. for now though i'm done with school, no more high school, no more going to class all ripped at 8:30am. so today i had to run down to the high school and try and bum my course fees back. the lady told me to 'fill out this form to see if you can get a refund...' so i said 'does this mean there's a chance i won't get refunded?!' and she said 'oh no, you'll get your money back'. um, okay, what's with the cryptic bullshit about waiting and seeing if i get my money back? whatever, i'm so done with school for now! i'm sick of not having any money to buy new pants. i really need some new pants. maybe i'll try making another pair, but they'll probably be all lumpy like the last ones. actually the last pair weren't too bad, they kind of tapered too much at the ankle and were a little parachuty. i think a dress dummy would help, for...pants. i've had enough!