i love you more than i have ever found a way to say to you
between her gerbil and deuce fish tanks i feel like i am living in a getto pet store. and to be honest, it's starting to give the golden girls cabanna a little funk sent.
my crush on my ta is getting horrible out of normal ta crush proportion, today he was wearing the smiths t-shirt, the meat is murder one, i contemplated what our family would be like in twenty years. he wrote "nicely written" on my paper, i litterly blushed. and immediately went back to planing out wedding. let's face it folks, hes just that cool, and i am just that creepy.
it'll pass
soon enough
i hope.
this is sick.
I might fail all my classes. i hope not.
living in chicago this summer is looking more probable each day.
i think leaving my comfort zone of 50 kids i've known forever would be healthy.
i often wonder what it would be like to have to make new friends independantly.
I realized last night that i love shows. i used to think it was just what i did when i didnt have anything to do, which intern became always because going to shows was what i did. nevermind.
but last night in the moment i decided i really love it. the healthy community feeling of enjoyment, being apart of a group of people loving the sound of the moment. and the totally hot chicks in the band didn't hurt.
dance party tomorrow. If only i could dance................
who needs sleep anyway..................
my crush on my ta is getting horrible out of normal ta crush proportion, today he was wearing the smiths t-shirt, the meat is murder one, i contemplated what our family would be like in twenty years. he wrote "nicely written" on my paper, i litterly blushed. and immediately went back to planing out wedding. let's face it folks, hes just that cool, and i am just that creepy.
it'll pass
soon enough
i hope.
this is sick.
I might fail all my classes. i hope not.
living in chicago this summer is looking more probable each day.
i think leaving my comfort zone of 50 kids i've known forever would be healthy.
i often wonder what it would be like to have to make new friends independantly.
I realized last night that i love shows. i used to think it was just what i did when i didnt have anything to do, which intern became always because going to shows was what i did. nevermind.
but last night in the moment i decided i really love it. the healthy community feeling of enjoyment, being apart of a group of people loving the sound of the moment. and the totally hot chicks in the band didn't hurt.
dance party tomorrow. If only i could dance................
who needs sleep anyway..................