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Wow, it seems like I haven't updated in forever. I guess I'm just kinda tired of live journal...Anyways, I went to this service thing for my mom's friend's mom whom I never met. It was fun though, it was a very casual and laid-back type of thing. My sides hurt like all hell though. They've been hurting ever since Thursday when I had to do sit-ups.
I miss hanging out with Rachel and Darrel so much. ;-; I'm really hoping that Rachel, Darrel, and I can go to the mall tomorrow like we used to do every Sunday pretty much. I haven't seen or talked to Darrel in months, but I finally got a chance to talk to him yesterday and he said that he wanted to get together to go to the mall. Rachel and I have been fighting a lot on and off, but hopefully that was the last of our fighting for a long time. I missed having her as a friend.
Things with my family are a little bit shaky lately. My mum's been having hissy-fits and crap a lot, so I pretty much stay out of her way, though she does blame most everything on me lately. My dad just got back from Lander, Wyoming from a week's trip, so ya know. My brother hardly seems like the brother I used to know anymore and it makes me so angered/depressed. He's just...not the same. -.- My house is so crowded all the time lately. The typical people who are at my house are my mom, my dad, Erik (my brother), Mailena (Erik's g/f), Samantha (my good friend and next door neighbor), and me. Guess what? We only have three computers to try and satisfy that many people. That's like, two people per computer, not exactly the best thing in the world. So, naturally in that situation, it's first come, first serve. It's a good thing my dad is out on his motorcycle more than he needs to worry about using the computer...so, yeah. There's hardly any privacy at my house anymore. -_-
I hate school so much lately that it's not even funny. My teacher's been all blah blah blah, my classmates are driving me insane, and the popular people have their heads completely up their butts. Seriously, I can't go anywhere at my school without being pissed off by some rude remark or comment on who I a or how I dress, etc. Don't even get me started on the jerk named Jimmy. I hate him so much. He's a freakin' retard! I don't see how anyone could ever think he was even remotely funny!!!!!
As far as my life goes right now, I would say that I'm not too completely bummed about it, I just kind of wish I had parts of my old life back to how it was before all the awful occurences came about. Eh, sometimes I prefer the life I'm living. Even though my life does seem like a written-out lie at times, it's still fun.