Sometimes, just sometimes...

May 08, 2005 22:48

Sometimes something so good happens you just wanna cry and THEN sometimes something so good happens and then it gets taken away and then you actually do cry...

---FrIdAy---

+So friday night(after a crazy day at work), I finally got off and I went and met up with Carlos, Jessica, Travis, and Christian... I got dressed super quick, and we went off on our way...

+We had got invited to this like triple birthday party for Carlo, Kaletia, and somebody else. It was sooo much fun! I got so fucked up... I was drinking(ok, so i kinda finished) the Parrot Bay straight out of this big cup and everyone thought i was being such a good little boy and drinking water. OH, and then I even drank out of the BEER BONG! CRAZY SHIT!

+And then, we had to go, because we already told everyone we were coming to the club... so we headed on over there and we had a hot good time! Me, Rojer, and Travis didn't even leave until like 3:00, and then we went over to Rojer's apartment, and then Servando, Liza, and Vince met us there and we had some more drinks(Parrot Bay? I wonder where that came from?). And then I just kinda passed out, and when I woke up the next morning, everyone was gone(well except for rojer, cuz it is his apartment).

---Saturday---

+So after I got off work, I headed on over to meet Carlos; we stopped by Jack in the Box, and then headed on over to his house... and then we got all prettied up and went and picked up Jared. Then we stopped by Good Time Store and got giant cups with mountain dew and gatorade and tea, and then, in the car, we mixed excessive Gin. Then, we headed to the club...

+And early I had got a missed call from Ivan, and for some reason I had this feeling that he was in town, and sure enough, he was, so we ended up meeting him and Caesar at the club...

+It was soooo good to see Ivan... I missed him so much. I hadn't seen him since he left to San Antonio... it was really sad though, because seriously it just made me want him more, and even though I may have got something from him last night, it didn't help either... and neither did him saying "I love you" last night and this evening when I chatted with him on the phone. My heart is like aching right now... and he is all the way back in San Antonio... I have been thinking about him all day... and I can't stand it... It is driving me nuts. It's time like these when you really understand that whole, "sometimes the things you want the most, you just can't have" thing... I would give anything to be with him right now... to just talk to him person to person, or to just look in his eyes, or to just lay in the grass in the park, or to just kiss his lips... Soon I hope, soon I hope.

---SuNdAy---

+And today I just worked all day. I made some decent cash, so it's all cool...
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