vent number 1 of the summer.
Sometimes I just don't want to. Don't want to talk, don't want to explain myself, don't wanna ask questions, don't wanna look, don't wanna know. Is this such a hard thing to understand? I like being silent sometimes, I feel more comfortable not talking. Stop looking back to check on me, there's nothing wrong with me, I'm fine.
Apparently we are the computer generation where we rely on email and text msging to pass on things. We text more than we call people. I think I heard it called something but I can't remember. Whatever. So what if I don't pick up my phone. Leave me alone.
I need to work on things... not feeling guilty, being a teenager and having fun, hanging out more, not crying when I get upset: I'd rather get mad and punch stuff at this point, being myself, not allowing myself to be susepticle to others bad habits... I really hope I don't turn out like my mom, I'm gonna try and not be like her, and try and not be around and absorb her ways as I used to. Its time to be myself around her, let my guard (and/or septum down haha) and say fuck it. Stop caring so much megan. Its okay to be you and not what she wants you to be.
This weekends gonna be fun.
Apparently we are the computer generation where we rely on email and text msging to pass on things. We text more than we call people. I think I heard it called something but I can't remember. Whatever. So what if I don't pick up my phone. Leave me alone.
I need to work on things... not feeling guilty, being a teenager and having fun, hanging out more, not crying when I get upset: I'd rather get mad and punch stuff at this point, being myself, not allowing myself to be susepticle to others bad habits... I really hope I don't turn out like my mom, I'm gonna try and not be like her, and try and not be around and absorb her ways as I used to. Its time to be myself around her, let my guard (and/or septum down haha) and say fuck it. Stop caring so much megan. Its okay to be you and not what she wants you to be.
This weekends gonna be fun.