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Nov 28, 2004 13:59

hey yall. how is everyone doing? i hope well. i went to the snow yesterday it was alright but i didnt really want to go so i was the scrooge of the bunch. there is a lot of anger going on between jill and people god damn. how about we all just grow up and get over it. cuz frankly im sick of hearing about it and it is just people being super ( Read more... )

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Re: FOR THE OTHER RECORD sillyjellybean November 29 2004, 01:00:11 UTC
First off I'm sorry if I put you on the defensive... not my intent. I don't have anything I want to "take up" with you. The only reason it was brought up is because I'm tired of hearing things said behind my back that for some reason you can't say to my face.

It is your decision if you don't want to be friends with me because of the way I handle situations or "do things" and because you feel I don't respect myself. Although I don't always make the best decisions, they are always my decisions, I have no intent of changing who I am, how I handle things or anything else for that matter.

Although I don't see how these are reasons to dislike someone, I suppose that is not my desicion to make. I do care a lot about my friends and the people they surrond themeselves with also. This was brought up to you because I do have integrity and feel that the right thing to do is talk to someone when I feel there is a problem. I hoped that this was something that could be resolved, but as far as I'm concerned that is up too you since you have never given me a reason to dislike you... I don't.

And in the future don't pretend to like someone... it is just a lot of unnecessay work and dosen't fool anyone, no one needs you to do them any favors, not Shane, not Erin, and certainly not me. We understand that some people just aren't going to get along.

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Re: FOR THE OTHER RECORD livefreedieyung November 29 2004, 02:30:12 UTC
that is such bullshit you cant do anything yourself you almost always count on someone else to either help you or do it for you. yeah i give you credit you are a very bright girl but i dislike you for reasons you may not ever know but i can live with that because you havnt done much to me but i am a strong believer in "you get as much as you give" and all ever see you do is take. and that gets under my skin. i really dont care if you wanna be my friend or not because i am not generally nice to you anyway. i am just try to respect you as hard as that is but i can get it done. and yes if it has taken you this lon to figure it out im suprised. but i will continue being kewl with u cuz like i said you havent really done all that much to me just others around me. but atleast now you know. i dont think there is much else to say.

sorry guyz who keep gettng dragged in you shouldnt have to be.

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Re: FOR THE OTHER RECORD sillyjellybean November 29 2004, 04:20:05 UTC
Its taken me so long to respond to this comment because I was thinking so much about your first sentence and since I can't come up with one example of how that is the case, it has brought me to the conclusion that the comment means nothing since the source it is coming from never took the time to get to know me, you have no idea the decisions I make, or the things I stand for, and I'm sure you could say the same thing about me.

In the future if you have a problem just talk to me about it and I'll do the same. If that would have just happened in the first place this all wouldn't have been necessary.

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Re: FOR THE OTHER RECORD livefreedieyung November 29 2004, 05:39:07 UTC
jill i didnt take the time to get to know your family issues but i took the time to see how you handle yourself in given scenarios. and the way you handled yourself on those scenarios proves what type of person you are and i know more than you would ever think. i could never explain it to you but you will have to just take my word for it. i do know a lot of the deccisions you make. that is y i dislike you, but you know what i dont care i am done with this if you have a problem with me fine get in line. like i always say you either love me or hate me. you take your pick. cuz your opinion doesnt concern me. and if i havea problem in the future i will do whatever i please. cuz like you said it isnt my place and i stay where i am that is y this has never come up before cuz that is what i do. now if you do something that concerns me than you will understand my opinion or where i stand otherwise you will never know something is bothering me. no one ever does. and yes jill i am an independent cuz otherwise i would have used that bs reason well now shane hates so i must dislike her. i have never really liked you and i have told the others but i always say i hate you but i will keep my mouth shut out of respect. now if others would have just kept there mouths closed then we could have went on like we have before cuz you never suspected anything before and ask shane i always have said the samething. i dont like you but i will stay out of it. it isnt my business. who cares im sorry if i hurt your feelings but you have to admit now looking back on it i have never done anything friendly for you or ever to claim to be your friend. so i dont know y this is such a big shock. get over it life goes on im not changing a damn thing as should you. im not holding a grudge or anything

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Re: FOR THE OTHER RECORD sillyjellybean November 29 2004, 06:02:57 UTC
The only reason I asked you to talk to me about the problems you have with me is because it isn't necessary to drag any one into it. You keep apoligizing to everyone for their involvment, but they wouldn't have been involved if you had just come to me with any problem instead of involving our friends.

It isn't that I'm shocked you don't like me, it was more just confussion. I knew you didn't like me last year hence the confusion of why you acted like you liked me this year. I can't understand the facade you put on with me but I guess I don't need to.

Once again you have given me no reason to dislike you, so as long as you are "not holding a grudge" I guess we are fine.

Eh see you first hour.

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