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[livefree_ordie]

I don't know if any of you have ever had a friend that when she gets around other people, she acts differently. Lindsay is like that, when she gets home she seems to dumb herself down and I hate it, it's like she's afraid if she sounds smart and intelligent in front of her friends that they will hate her or something.

She acts completely different when shes there, like some other girl that basically, is a dumb cheerleader, thats what she seems like. She'll get mad if I want to hang up but I know she's not even really listening to anything I'm saying so why should it matter? I can't win with her so I'm just giving up. She knows how to reach me if she needs to.

: bangs head on wall : she doesn't even get it! I know she does she just doesnt want to act like she does. Heaven forbid she be successful. Then shes going to come back to LA and complain about the whole 'small town' thing and how her friends were acting towards her. WOMAN!

Moving on...I think I have an unhealthy addiction to my sidekick II, its quite fun thank you very much. Alright it's way way way too late, well early techincally. I need to get at least an hour sleep before I start my day. Alright...buh bye!