Somtimes I get scared..
I even freak myself out. Honestly...true story. I don't know why but I am in one of those moods right now. Things are changing and...I don't know how to feel about it. I'm a mess. I know I am.
Have you ever just wanted to cry? I did today, so I cried. At 4:30 AM I drove over to Ricardo's, buzzed his apartment, he let me in and when he opened the door to his place he just wrapped his arms around me and held me. He's amazing like that, he knows what I need, when I need it.
At the time I needed hug, so I got one. I don't even know exactly why I'm upset, I just am. I think he understands that, he's sleeping now, with his head on my lap. I've been up since about sevenish (we fell asleep around 5) and I can't go back to sleep. Maybe I will later on...
Lindsay and I watched 'The Notebook' last night and had Oreo no bake pudding cake thinger...it was SO good...SO filling though, I feel like I'm gonna vomit from it.
We're meeting Rocco tonight, no idea how that will go. I hate this...
Have you ever just wanted to cry? I did today, so I cried. At 4:30 AM I drove over to Ricardo's, buzzed his apartment, he let me in and when he opened the door to his place he just wrapped his arms around me and held me. He's amazing like that, he knows what I need, when I need it.
At the time I needed hug, so I got one. I don't even know exactly why I'm upset, I just am. I think he understands that, he's sleeping now, with his head on my lap. I've been up since about sevenish (we fell asleep around 5) and I can't go back to sleep. Maybe I will later on...
Lindsay and I watched 'The Notebook' last night and had Oreo no bake pudding cake thinger...it was SO good...SO filling though, I feel like I'm gonna vomit from it.
We're meeting Rocco tonight, no idea how that will go. I hate this...