A Serious Entry
I feel like I'm regressing in life. The vast majority of the time when I'm not working I sit around and play Xbox. I mean that's cool and all, I enjoy it, but still, it seems slightly childish at the same time. If I could choose one word to describe winter break it would be disappointment. So many people telling me they want to hang out,
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...i'm almost positive i agree 100% with that statement. this town really sucks. if people make plans in advance, it really means shit anymore, dude. last minute party just came up? people getting high nearby? they're there. if it means forgetting about plans you had together, it's "whatever" to them.
but if it was YOU that broke the plans(which would most likely never happen, mind you) you would probably never hear the end of it.
but to them it's just an "oh sorry man".
yeah thanks a lot.
reminds me of fucking adam cancelling practice and no one telling me,
so i'd come home for the weekend only to find out i should still be up at rider. lovely.
"So when you see me at one of South Jersey's AMAZING local shows, don't say hi to me, don't ask me how my life is, and don't expect me to ask you about yours, because I'm done caring."
...same deal with me at that fucking off course show. it's not often i say i know exactly how someone feels, but trust me. i know this one. shittiest feeling in the entire world. it feels like i've LOST more friends than i currently HAVE at this point, and it's not my fault, which is frustrating. a lot of folks here need to get their lives together and separate the people trying to bring them down from the people like you and me that want nothing but the best to happen to their friends. which reminds me, i'm gonna start talkin to boo again, cause he really got his act together fast. i've been meaning to let him know how much i respect his decision to turn his life around.
yo final note though, sorry i haven't felt 100% all winter break, man. i'm sure you know i would've done more shit(esp. this past week) if i wasn't diagnosed with bronchitis, a sinus infection, and asthma all in a two week span. to say it's taken a toll on me mentally and physically is really no joke. it has. i've just needed a few days of laying around and not pushing myself too hard in order to get better before i go back to the grind sunday. plus the last thing we all need is me coughing all over the place(like last week). but yo if i don't see all of u guys tomorrow, you're more than welcome up at rider ANYTIME(fat broncs on me) and obviously we have the entire summer break still ahead, where i hopefully won't be completely drained. good luck w/ school though man.
i hope everything works itself out.
~brad
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