space. time. energy. emotion. absense.
swirls of colors in my head.
smoking a pack a cigarettes and extinguishing the butts, one by one, on the back of your hand.
loving a stranger more than yourself.
locking yourself in a room.
swallowing the key.
chewing on the key.
willing the key out of existence with your mind.
never loving again.
the cold october wind.
silver flecks in your right eye.
curling up in a ball and wasting away.
the way your heart sounds from inside your womb.
spider webs in my mouth.
freezing to death in public alley 418.
never feeling the same way again.
always feeling the same.
always.
infinite blackness.
knowing that i will love you.
everyday of the rest of my life.
knowing that i cant do a damn thing about it.
coming into my high.
the feel of air in my lunges.
smoking a pack a cigarettes and extinguishing the butts, one by one, on the back of your hand.
loving a stranger more than yourself.
locking yourself in a room.
swallowing the key.
chewing on the key.
willing the key out of existence with your mind.
never loving again.
the cold october wind.
silver flecks in your right eye.
curling up in a ball and wasting away.
the way your heart sounds from inside your womb.
spider webs in my mouth.
freezing to death in public alley 418.
never feeling the same way again.
always feeling the same.
always.
infinite blackness.
knowing that i will love you.
everyday of the rest of my life.
knowing that i cant do a damn thing about it.
coming into my high.
the feel of air in my lunges.