Nov 18, 2004 21:28
It's official. I'm white. I've just got to learn to accept it. The signs have always been there. Andrew Evans EVERY church service- "You look like you've seen a ghost." Random ppl walking up to me and suggesting sunless tanner... How could i have been so blind? I will never be bootylicious. Thanks to genetics, my butt will forever remain wide and flat. Oh the horror. I'm not even white, I'm a color crayola has yet to turn into a crayon. They'll call it- pale hannah. like pale green or pale yellow. Unfortunately, the flower producing such an off color of white has yet to be found, so they will raise millions of dollars for the search of a flower that's dye can be compared to the albino milkiness of my skin. It is indeed a crying shame.
My self esteem has been wounded. I try i really really do. They tell me to tone down my smile (my parents that is) so I oblige and take my school pictures and still wind up looking like Legolas' long lost sister. Oh, or the scary green goblin from candyland. Then my father has the nerve to comment, "that's not your natural smile." You don't say? My natural smile is like BAM, taking up my entire face. I declare if my toes don't take over the world, my smile surely will.
Necessito escribir el paragrafo para Espanol. I will never understand the difference between para and por.
im in one incredibly odd mood tonight. the helen keller movie depressed me, but not as much as lorenzo's oil, though there was an equal amount of grunting.
Target is like whoa with its prices now. Their clothes fit funny. I tried on a million sunglasses i want them all. The huge i'm-from-california-and-in-my-spare-time-i-enjoy botox-injections glasses are my favorites. The mosquito look works for me.
i must get to writing mi amiga's fantasies, not to mention my book.
we have no food for lunch. jess and i have to finish that spread. Christine and i have to track down Justin. Jazz and i have to write TWO movie scripts now- 41 flavas and the other one is untitled. I kind of like that title as it is. Tahia needs assistance in the seducing suneel area. Once she has him in her power tho, im afraid all the fun will be lost for me.
nick's in a smallville obsession. it's kinda creepy. either that or his evil online video games. Nate is going to be a hottie and Tahia will forever regret dissing him as i do the rejection of the fat boy that couldn't climb the hill and now can do that and so much more.