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I'm just waiting for one of you to fuck up now... It's not fair.
I can't hurt someone that doesn't deserve to hurt anymore. No one should have to hurt because of someone else. I'm trying to figure this out. I want to cause him the least pain and I don't know how to do that.
I can't be with him, or be without him, without hurting myself too.
I can't make them happy, and myself happy, but I've realized that regardless, I won't be happy. Now, what?
By the way, last night sucked and I really don't know why. I don't feel like I did ANYTHING yesterday.
What can I look forward to? HOLIDAY party this weekend, so that should be exciting! (:
I can't hurt someone that doesn't deserve to hurt anymore. No one should have to hurt because of someone else. I'm trying to figure this out. I want to cause him the least pain and I don't know how to do that.
I can't be with him, or be without him, without hurting myself too.
I can't make them happy, and myself happy, but I've realized that regardless, I won't be happy. Now, what?
By the way, last night sucked and I really don't know why. I don't feel like I did ANYTHING yesterday.
What can I look forward to? HOLIDAY party this weekend, so that should be exciting! (: