"So there we were, minutes from making it..."
It's Friday. Only one day until Saturday. It's also the second day in a row that I've stayed home from school. I'm not sick or anything. My Aunt Lisa had to get an operation in Cleveland and Cookie went with her, so I got to stay and watch over the house. Rad, yeah?
Too bad it couldn't get me out of work tonight.
I'm still listening to Lydia. If you haven't yet you're doing yourself a horrible injustice. Seriously.
I've got big plans for this weekend. If all goes well, I'm thinking that everything I've been worrying about since this whole thing started will be put behind us ... that is if the things I said last night haven't started to do it already.
The past couple of days have taught me a major lesson. It's one that I've always kind of understood, but I've never experienced it hands on until recently.
We're all good people for the most part. Everyone wants to see everyone else happy. But where do we draw the line? You've got to make yourself happy first. You can't worry about what people will think and say. You can't worry about how they'll feel. Chances are, if you do, you'll miss out on something great.
It's like buying an off brand purse when you could've bought the best one, right?
And now I'm smiling.
I was just the icing on the cake. I refuse to accept any of the blame for anything ending. With or without me involved, you're better off without that in your life. I can hear it in your voice. I can see it in your eyes. And no one expects you not to worry. But if it was real at one point then it won't completely go away. And if it does then it wasn't worth your precious time.
Read this whenever you're in doubt.
I'm excited to announce that we have a rock show on November 5th at Jillian's. It's FREE and we're playing a few of the new songs we've been writing all October. Come watch me. Lovestruck.
Karli Balmenti is my long lost sister, we think. I have someone to hate everyone with now. Refreshing.
Stay up, shake your sheets, and enjoy your weekends.
love julian
Too bad it couldn't get me out of work tonight.
I'm still listening to Lydia. If you haven't yet you're doing yourself a horrible injustice. Seriously.
I've got big plans for this weekend. If all goes well, I'm thinking that everything I've been worrying about since this whole thing started will be put behind us ... that is if the things I said last night haven't started to do it already.
The past couple of days have taught me a major lesson. It's one that I've always kind of understood, but I've never experienced it hands on until recently.
We're all good people for the most part. Everyone wants to see everyone else happy. But where do we draw the line? You've got to make yourself happy first. You can't worry about what people will think and say. You can't worry about how they'll feel. Chances are, if you do, you'll miss out on something great.
It's like buying an off brand purse when you could've bought the best one, right?
And now I'm smiling.
I was just the icing on the cake. I refuse to accept any of the blame for anything ending. With or without me involved, you're better off without that in your life. I can hear it in your voice. I can see it in your eyes. And no one expects you not to worry. But if it was real at one point then it won't completely go away. And if it does then it wasn't worth your precious time.
Read this whenever you're in doubt.
I'm excited to announce that we have a rock show on November 5th at Jillian's. It's FREE and we're playing a few of the new songs we've been writing all October. Come watch me. Lovestruck.
Karli Balmenti is my long lost sister, we think. I have someone to hate everyone with now. Refreshing.
Stay up, shake your sheets, and enjoy your weekends.
love julian