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apparently, life is off and on confusing. hmm, i don't know if that's the right word to use here. my best friends are scattered around the globe. my friends here can't seem to make up their minds and well, my family life is a mess.
i wondered why these journals got so popular. why did everyone all of the sudden have their own Zanga sites, their own blogs or their own web pages. i feel nihilistic today, but does it all really matter in the long run? does our small life take up that much space in the big picture.
ryan used to say to me. stop obsessing about the little things, but think about those nomads in the north pole (or something to that effect). you problems, you life, is nothing to them. i used to get so mad at him. he has since retracted this statement. but sometimes, it's relevant. why do we feel so self-important?
i wondered why these journals got so popular. why did everyone all of the sudden have their own Zanga sites, their own blogs or their own web pages. i feel nihilistic today, but does it all really matter in the long run? does our small life take up that much space in the big picture.
ryan used to say to me. stop obsessing about the little things, but think about those nomads in the north pole (or something to that effect). you problems, you life, is nothing to them. i used to get so mad at him. he has since retracted this statement. but sometimes, it's relevant. why do we feel so self-important?