room 101
Dear Self,
Let me begin by saying thank you so kindly for being so unbelievably confusing, indecisive and all around idiotic.. its much appreciated .. really... I couldn't ask for anything more. On the plus side I'm pretty sure I've figured out what would be in Room 101 if I was locked in there... and I'm guessing it would be one big ass mirror. I'm pretty sure my biggest fear has got to me myself.. that or being surrounded by styrofoam constantly rubbing together.. oh dear... how the thought pains me. At the moment though I'm betting on the former of two... guess only time will tell as they say.. who the hell even thought of that saying... quite the saying if I do say so myself.. anyhow though yeah... self sucks.
Perhaps now knowing what may potentially be in Room 101 will give me some help when the Thought Police eventually find this journal and read about all my devious ideas and plans. Let's hope so at least... as I know I'll likely need all the help I can get.
And yes for those reading... I'm totally insane and completely out of my mind... but at least I can recognize it... I suppose thats got to have some significance. Seriously though I'm pretty sure I suck big time..yep definitely feeling like suck.. thats right feeling like suck. Feeling like suck is pretty sucky... at least thats what I tell my sucky self. Suck suck suck.
UGH...
Nate
Let me begin by saying thank you so kindly for being so unbelievably confusing, indecisive and all around idiotic.. its much appreciated .. really... I couldn't ask for anything more. On the plus side I'm pretty sure I've figured out what would be in Room 101 if I was locked in there... and I'm guessing it would be one big ass mirror. I'm pretty sure my biggest fear has got to me myself.. that or being surrounded by styrofoam constantly rubbing together.. oh dear... how the thought pains me. At the moment though I'm betting on the former of two... guess only time will tell as they say.. who the hell even thought of that saying... quite the saying if I do say so myself.. anyhow though yeah... self sucks.
Perhaps now knowing what may potentially be in Room 101 will give me some help when the Thought Police eventually find this journal and read about all my devious ideas and plans. Let's hope so at least... as I know I'll likely need all the help I can get.
And yes for those reading... I'm totally insane and completely out of my mind... but at least I can recognize it... I suppose thats got to have some significance. Seriously though I'm pretty sure I suck big time..yep definitely feeling like suck.. thats right feeling like suck. Feeling like suck is pretty sucky... at least thats what I tell my sucky self. Suck suck suck.
UGH...
Nate