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I'm sitting here doing nothing and I need to be doing something! I should be writing. But have nothing to write. That's not true. I have millions of stories floating around my head. I just can't make myself. I'm in a funky mood. It's like a fanfiction mood. All I feel like doing in writing or reading fanfiction. I've tried reading some, but I can't get into any because all I keep thinking is "you should be writing your own stuff while you can!" which is also why I can't write any fanfic because I should be spending my precious free time on original stories.
We sign up for classes tomorrow. I hope its worth all the time we'll put into it. I wonder what I'll learn about writing? I can feel it, this course is a big step in the right direction. The problem is the full-time part. I really bad want to go full time, to get it done faster. But without work, gas and car insurance payment will drain my savings fast.
I'm at a crossroads. I have to decide if I want to be the Model Daughter I always swore I would be, by keeping myself out of any kind of trouble. No drugs, no babies, no idiot husband burning all my money, hold a stable job and stay finacially stable. In short make daddy proud.
Or be a full time studnet/writer in order to get famous before I'm thirty?
After all of the inspiring movies and songs that tell us to follow out dreams I guess I have the answer to that. It'll be hard, but that's where the "struggling writer" comes in, I guess. And it's not like I'm going to start doing drugs and alcohol and partying and getting pregnant. I'll be a serious writer.
We sign up for classes tomorrow. I hope its worth all the time we'll put into it. I wonder what I'll learn about writing? I can feel it, this course is a big step in the right direction. The problem is the full-time part. I really bad want to go full time, to get it done faster. But without work, gas and car insurance payment will drain my savings fast.
I'm at a crossroads. I have to decide if I want to be the Model Daughter I always swore I would be, by keeping myself out of any kind of trouble. No drugs, no babies, no idiot husband burning all my money, hold a stable job and stay finacially stable. In short make daddy proud.
Or be a full time studnet/writer in order to get famous before I'm thirty?
After all of the inspiring movies and songs that tell us to follow out dreams I guess I have the answer to that. It'll be hard, but that's where the "struggling writer" comes in, I guess. And it's not like I'm going to start doing drugs and alcohol and partying and getting pregnant. I'll be a serious writer.