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Today was a great day because I actually SLEPT last night.
Work is going okay, I'm thinking of asking for a raise but I'm so frightened of being rejected... I think I deserve one, even though I'm late sometimes... Okay, most of the time. But I do my job well. I catch on quickly, I do whatever my boss asks of me, I volunteer to come in early, and I'm just plain awesome! I have a child to support now so I need more than 9 dollars an hour. Especially since I'm only working 3 days a week for 8.5 hours a day. And I really need more courage... Pretty much in every corner of my life... Someone told me that once you have a kid, everything changes. Especially your ability to stand up to people.
I was listening to this old CD I found at my parents house.
This song just reminded me why I need to stop worrying so much, it's meaning less!
As I Lay Dying - Confined. These are just some of the lyrics that inspire me.
"How quickly I forget
That this is meaningless
In a world passing through my fingers
I still chase the wind
What have I learned from yesterday?"
Gosh I missed hardcoreymetal.
I need to stop slouching.
Work is going okay, I'm thinking of asking for a raise but I'm so frightened of being rejected... I think I deserve one, even though I'm late sometimes... Okay, most of the time. But I do my job well. I catch on quickly, I do whatever my boss asks of me, I volunteer to come in early, and I'm just plain awesome! I have a child to support now so I need more than 9 dollars an hour. Especially since I'm only working 3 days a week for 8.5 hours a day. And I really need more courage... Pretty much in every corner of my life... Someone told me that once you have a kid, everything changes. Especially your ability to stand up to people.
I was listening to this old CD I found at my parents house.
This song just reminded me why I need to stop worrying so much, it's meaning less!
As I Lay Dying - Confined. These are just some of the lyrics that inspire me.
"How quickly I forget
That this is meaningless
In a world passing through my fingers
I still chase the wind
What have I learned from yesterday?"
Gosh I missed hardcoreymetal.
I need to stop slouching.